i feel really tired. i'm not allowed to sleep in the afternoon but can't sleep at night either. i get a bad headache everytime i stand, and a slight fever everytime i go for chinese tuition or school.


i hope i can survive till psle.


oh, and i downloaded 'one way, Jesus'


"one way, Jesus,

you're the only one that i could live for,

you are the way, the truth and the light,

we live by faith and not by sight,

for you,

we're living all for you;


yes, this song has my name on it... xD

nine days. another nine days, before it begins. then another six days. and it'll all be over. no more lectures. no more bans from com. no more compulsory school. nada. nothing. six years of education is narrowed down to this day.


i can feel everything i wanted to say streaming out of my mind with the pressure of psle.


after this... the days count down to when i will never see 6C again.


just a few months ago i would have given anything to move on to a new school, but. i don't wanna lose my class. suffice to say they have erased from me an emptiness i never knew was there.


enough emo-ness. i just wanted to say.


I LOVE YOU CYM; I LOVE YOU 6C; I LOVE YOU LINDSAY; I LOVE YOU PAMELA; I LOVE YOU NIKKI; I LOVE YOU KENTON&STEVEN; I LOVE YOU MENG CHUN; I LOVE YOU VARSHA; I LOVE YOU JAMIE; I LOVE YOU PRIYA; I LOVE YOU TPS!


glad i got that out of my system. case of grad blues, i guess.


AND I LOVE YOU; THE PERFECT GUY OF MY DREAMS- GOD

we played a game today. we each got a pack of m&ms, and we had to play scissors, paper, stone, and the loser had to give a m&m to the winner. i won the first round, with 11 m&ms. so tyco. they said that i could make a rule, for example, "whoever wears a red shirt gets two m&ms if they win";


someone(jon i think), said, "white shirt, white shirt!" heh. i was wearing a white shirt, so i said white shirt lor. heh. big cheer. then i made an ammendment: " all GIRLS in white shirt gets two m&ms"


heh. bigger cheer.


lost to brenda SEVEN times in a row. the lesson was about poverty. then they sabo me and said that due to the unfair rule(BLEH), the richer got richer and the poorer, poorer. heh. the white girls came to my defence. lol.


hsin fern did not dare play with me, cuz i was wearing a white shirt. LOL. then i won jon, and he only gave me one m&m, so i told him to give me another one, and his memory so jialat he thought he won(yeah right).


in the end he gave me an entire packet, which i ate during cg... YAY!!


watching naruto now. if i get addicted to this anime, i will KILL mc. still, i'm glad to have him as a friend(he likes 02jam too!), even it 'friend' can be slightly optimistic for someone suffers from constant mood swings... xD


Tania said that she slept at four last week, which was why she came late for befrienders... she didn't know i slept one and a half hours later than her, and still went to church early.... muahahaha.


shermay

hars. appeared i was not blacklisted. so now i'm playing with three windows... lol. i rock. i never learn.


had a freaky dream about being in the car when it started moving by itself. knocked down a coupla motorbikes before i had the sense to stab the brakes. then was transported to a main road where i was fighting for the wheel with a bunch of three years olds that suddenly materialized.


someone - or maybe it was several people - once said that it wasn't fun to drive uphill. i agree. the cars are getting into me. new resolution- when i'm sixteen, i'm getting a lamborghini grallardo spyder. or mercielargo. i dunno. introduced by pamela.


hands are frozen. missed last episode of 'wo jiao jin san shun'. bumped around before watching vid. what kind of lousy ending is that? SANSHUN DIDN'T EVEN MARRY ZHENXIAN!


you know what? i'm swearing off korean drama. they always have the best plots and worst endings. 'da chang jin' was a perfect example.


grrr. made two mistakes in maths paper. minus five marks. feeling depressed.


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went into library to use com... but not allowed to go into any sites that are not educational... wth... so was sneaking around with two windows...


then kenton and steven came in... they said they wanted to go to my house, but couldn't find me... and then they saw the other site i was going into... tania's site...


now the librarian knows... thanks to the noise they were making... i think i'm blacklisted... they just said i'm les... cuz i sat next to felicia... but they were playing a board game, so i said, "I'm not sitting to her as close as you are sitting next to each other..."


mild revenge.


I'm still blacklisted. i used the com.


put me behind bars...


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