Thursday, December 21, 2006
@7:42 AM
i dont want to write anymore of my problems.
useless. writing them here doesnt help me.
whos going to help me.
im so tired of all the politics, manipulating and so called 'strategies'.
i dont want to care anymore.
maybe i should look at things,
with a less naiive perspective.
stop looking at things the way they are presented.
for reality is not the way you want things to look, or the way they are like, but the way things really are.
i thank God for church.
its a light in my life.
i want to start my new life in anglican.
with my trustworthy friends.
i love all of you in church.your faiths in God are so strongly set.i envy you, im not afraid to admit.
heh. standing next to all of you.
i feel unworthy.
i probably am.
arent i ?God i know you still love me.even though you are the most perfect of all.
