Monday, December 04, 2006
@3:25 AM
well. something happened yesterday that totally changed my mood about the week.
it should have been a wonderful day .. church .. carolling .. with friends ..
before starting on a new week, filled with promises and appointments with friends.
how quickly everything changes.
it began with my mum refusing to send me to church.
that in itself isnt much, unless you knew the background.
she knew i was running late. by refusing to send me there,
she was plainly expressing her distaste for church.
something i knew she always felt.
she actually never wanted me to go to church.
waste of time .. and her money.
then later, while i was turning off the computer, she went off in the car.
to fetch my father from the airport, without bothering to wait for me.
what was worse, i was feeling really stretched yesterday, what with missing church and all.
it wasnt as if i had a pleasant restful sleep the night before.
i was really mad, and started throwing stuff about.
i was at the degree at which no matter how many time i kicked the chair,
my feet felt no pain.
it was as if my anger was numbing my wounds.
freaky.
but, oh well. look on ahead. ive started watching tsubasa chronicles today.
surprise surprise, im addicted.
going over to mell's house tmr for a sleepover ..
hope she doesnt snore.
on wednesday going with teacher on a movie treat for those in my chinese class.
on thursday signing up for some classes.
constant self inprovement, eh ? =)
im really rambling.
sorry for boring you all with my schedule.
if anyone even bothers to read this.
kenton came over today.
remind me to set aside seventy cents the next time he calls.
will do to save me alot of trouble, because i dont know if hes addicted to cup noodles,
or just plain starving.
God bless steven with a safe and enjoyable trip in indonasia =)
may the sun not take its toll on our groups delicate boyboy =)
and to varsha for a safe trip to bali next sunday, when, hopefully, ill be in church =)
jiayan, contrary to your expectations, i am not a lazy baka.
with that cleared up, ill make my exit =)
