Saturday, March 31, 2007
@8:31 AM
theres something comforting about chatting with friends on msn,
dicussing school with hannah,
drinking jolly shandy,
eating ice cream and
watching bleach in an air conditioned room =)
@8:20 AM
its enough to run around all over the place.
i dont need a repetition.
looking back, backtracking, thinking, wishing, if only.
remembering, reliving.
watching.
wondering.
conforming.
losing myself in the process.
well.
just so you know,i aint running around in circlesnot anymore.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
@9:13 AM
a hard understanding, i'm incomplete.
it's time for me to just sort myself out, once and for all.
enough of all the emo talk and crap.
the guises and just drop once and for all.
no, i don't hate you.
and i promise you,
i'll be a different person, soon.
i might just come back with a new life - and blog.
takkares, people.
shermay's going on an indefinite hiatus.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
@8:50 AM
i have nothing i ever wanted,
i am nothing i ever dreamed of.
living in a fool's dream, escaping to another world.
do you know how much i envy you?
fearfully made, but not wonderfully.
Monday, March 19, 2007
@8:44 AM
i am not afraid to keep on living.
i am not afraid to walk this world alone.
woke up sore, cold, like a melting pot doused with water.
tired, sleepy, lethargic.
uncomfortable, aching.
in short.
i feel like crap.
maybe it's the basketball.
maybe the lack of sleep is finally getting to me.
heckkares, why don't i fall over and die to grant the world a peace of mind.
sometimes, what i really need, is the childlike faith that is long past.
my life has gone out the window, and i don't have the strength to chase after it any longer.
right now, i hear the words, but i don't listen.
i don't feel any longer.
Friday, March 16, 2007
@8:14 AM
shermay's marks.
from best to worse.
science - A1 (95%)
english - A1 (81.7%)
literature in english - A1 (77.5%)
history - A2 (73.3%)
mathematics - A2 (73.3%)
Visual Art - B4 (62%)
higher chinese - C5 (57%)
mmm. not expected.
science, A1?
that goes against the natual order.
mm. higher chinese, c5? expected.
mmm. visual art, B4?
expected an F9.
honestly, its an improvement.
mmm. ate homemade fondue today. will post pictures of the disaster.
soon soon.
@7:59 AM
my internet..
has FINALLY.
arrived. hallelujah.
in a brown box hahaha.
overloaded with emails. havta go check now.
