Monday, March 19, 2007
@8:44 AM
i am not afraid to keep on living.
i am not afraid to walk this world alone.
woke up sore, cold, like a melting pot doused with water.
tired, sleepy, lethargic.
uncomfortable, aching.
in short.
i feel like crap.
maybe it's the basketball.
maybe the lack of sleep is finally getting to me.
heckkares, why don't i fall over and die to grant the world a peace of mind.
sometimes, what i really need, is the childlike faith that is long past.
my life has gone out the window, and i don't have the strength to chase after it any longer.
right now, i hear the words, but i don't listen.
i don't feel any longer.
